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Delusion
03:53
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I was so foolishly convinced that I am the one
You are a master of lies, you stick to you gun
Another sweet delusion - a shot to the heart
The way you make me feel guilty is state of the art
So was it really worth it, if I got all the blame
For every piece of broken heart and every drop of pain?
I wish I couldn’t notice these small but bitter words
I can’t continue watching this theater of absurd
So when I see my reflection, I know I’m trying so hard
I tried to be everything that I am and that I am not
So when I see my reflection, I know I’m trying so hard
But I could never imagine that this was never enough
For you it’s never enough
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Pitch Black
03:35
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There is one conversation that I can not forget
How can I miss a person that I never really met?
Is someone waiting for me? Or am I all alone?
I ran away from answers, which were completely known
And now I spent my whole life forever letting go
Those who I used to care for, those who I used to know
I died inside so many times
It’s hard to count those sleepless nights
And you are here to watch me fall
I want to ask you all
Will you follow me?
Cause when the city lights are gone, I will be following the sun
And if I never knew the way, will you still follow me?
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Oaken Heart
03:30
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Close your eyes and tell me what do you see?
I feel like a leaf on a dying tree
You should know, I’ve been thinking way too much
About the reason I live, reason I care, reason to feel your touch
I’ve been thinking about you way too much
Would you come and save me from suffering?
And soften my oaken heart, making me feel alive again
Would you come and embrace this deafening emptiness?
And soften my oaken heart, making me want to feel alive again
This numbness is killing me
Put me out of this misery
Desperation seems so real
When my heart’s forever sealed
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Silhouette
03:29
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You cut me open
You pierce right through my skin
You’re crawling inside
But I won’t let you in
For all my mistakes
I had to pay a price
And I won’t let it…I won’t let it happen twice
But it’s so hard to let go
And not feel so alone
It’s so hard to let go
You lay beside me
With your head on my chest
And all I’m thinking:
Don't say a word, I’ll do the rest
For all my mistakes
I had to pay a price
How could I let it…how could I let it happen twice?
Cause it’s so hard to let go
And not feel so alone
It’s so hard to let go
As I lay alone in bed
I watch your fading silhouette
I’m counting hours that I spent
Drowning in my own regret
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Silence
04:12
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You’re so far and it seems we’re not getting closer
As I’m fading away
Such a beautiful lie disappears as we’re getting sober
Do you want me to stay?
As I lay, terrified by the silence
This is what I should say
I feel like I’ve been numb for years
Just wasting all your time
I’m losing all my hopes and dreams
That one day I’ll be fine
I know I said it’s gonna change
A thousand times before
But now we reached the point that we
No longer can ignore
Is it over? Are we getting closer?
Is it over over? We are getting closer
To the end
I’m fading away, again
I am leaving
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Fragile
06:56
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I closed all the windows, shut all the doors
I am keeping my thoughts hidden is secret box
They’re so fragile, so easily misunderstood
I would rather be silent, if only I could
When I float in the ocean, feeling so lonely and cold
I admit I was scared, I was lost, I was mad
I was mad at the world
If you felt all the weight of every word I had to say
You would cry, you would scream, you would just run away
Talk to me my friend
Then you’ll understand
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Reborn
03:42
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Don’t forget that this is who I am
I’m not afraid of what I have become
You always said it’s calm before the storm
My heart was torn and shatter
But now reborn
Looking back at myself I see an empty shell
I’ve been waiting for so long to break the fucking spell
I’ve seen the face of anger, I felt the the taste of hate
Until I realized that I control my fate
So put your mind to what you want
And don’t forget that this is who I am
I’m not afraid of what I have become
You always said it’s calm before the storm
My heart was torn and shattered
But now reborn
WIth every step I take darkness seems to fade
I am no longer afraid
I put my doubts aside
This world won’t break me down
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Interlude
01:36
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Courage
04:11
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I can’t wait for this September rain
So that I can forget
All the reasons I can not explain
Why I silenced what should have been said
Wish you’d lend me your courage
To come up with right words
I keep asking
Why can’t I force myself to let go
All the things I can not control?
I don’t know
And now with every drop of doubt
I’m never going to find out
I will never know
And you will never show
We’ll just play along
Pretend that nothing’s wrong
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